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You welcome to the A world of Difference
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podcast. I'm Lori Adams Brown, and this is
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a podcast for those who are different and
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want to make a difference. We have back on
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the show today, Johnna Harris for part two
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of her two part episode here with us,
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where she's discussing her advocacy work
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in episode, the first episode, which is,
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if you haven't heard it, episode 166.
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Please go back and listen to that first,
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she shares her own story of spiritual
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abuse, where she was working on stuff at a
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church in California as a worship leader
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in the acts 29 network, which is a network
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that is very adjacent to the Southern
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Baptist Convention denomination, which
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we're going to dig a little bit into today
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as she talks about her advocacy work, not
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only in the Southern Baptist space, but
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also in the acts 29 network, of course,
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and then other denominations and churches
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and parachurch organizations, nonprofits,
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in the christian space, where she
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basically has worked through her podcast
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that she co hosts. It's called Bodies
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behind the bus podcast. I know many of you
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listen to that podcast I do as well I'm a
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a and I know many of you are too And this
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this a a where she sits and bears witness
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to the stories Of survivors of spiritual
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abuse.She has a real a for stories and
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believes they can be can catalyst for
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change I do too This is something we have
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in common I believe that our stories as we
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Share them together which is why I love
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this interview podcast where I got to sit
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and listen to stories of people's journeys
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how they're making a difference.I believe
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that stories really have the power to
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change And so this is one of the reasons
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Johnna and I have these very concentric
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circles of the podcast that she hosts And
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this one and the work that we each do that
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has some places where we agree and
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intersect and then other places where we
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do completely different things But happy
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to have her back on the show again today
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because her work is really making a
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difference making the life of many
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survivors just because really what we
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understand about trauma is when we have
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walked through trauma it rewires our brain
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And part of the ways we can kind of get it
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reset is to share our to of trauma with
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people who will listen to understand
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empathize with us and say that they
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believe us.And so that's part of the work
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that she does And it's huge It's really
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making a difference in ways a people feel
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heard and understood and believed And that
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is really critical for the healing process
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And I know many of you listening either
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walk through trauma yourself or an
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advocate for abuse survivors or are just
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interested in this topic today because you
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want today make a difference in whatever a
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you can for people who are walking through
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trauma and spiritual abuse.Specifically
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for Johnna Harris you can find her during
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the week being a mother to her four young
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kids talking with survivors of religious
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abuse and survivors as she says in her bio
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pissing off the dads brads and chads of
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western evangelicalism Because
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unfortunately as many of you know whether
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you have spoken out as a whistleblower of
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your own a someone else's abuse in the
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evangelical space here in the west or you
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sit on the sidelines and just watch and
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maybe you've experienced it yourself but
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you've don't want to speak up for very
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understandable reasons You've probably
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observed once or twice that speaking up
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and advocating in this space often does
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result in some people being angry And
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that's just the nature of pointing out the
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abuse of power to people that hold the
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power And so unfortunately that does
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happen.But I'm so grateful for the work
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that Johnna does It's really difficult And
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we are so grateful that she has are well
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until now for so many people by listening
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to their stories and giving them a
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platform stories share them in a way that
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brings awareness So a we're having her
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back on today talk about her advocacy work
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and we just want to always give that
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trigger warning So to you who have
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experienced abuse of any kind specifically
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spiritual abuse I wanted to let you know
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we will be discussing that today.So please
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take care of yourselves Go Maybe use some
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of your grounding techniques or something
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that's going to keep you focused on the
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here and now And if this particular
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podcast is not something that would be
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helpful for you today feel free to not
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listen or take it in chunks or whatever or
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best for you But once again prioritize
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your own self care because you matter and
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we want you to be well and to continue to
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work towards your own flourishing.And you
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deserve to heal So also it's a good time
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to welcome once again my friend and host
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of Bodies behind the Bus podcast Johnna
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Harris.I'll be the first to tell everyone
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I am not an expert I am a podcaster I can
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hold stories and I can help people share
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stories I'm not and I didn't go to
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seminary I'm just me But I do think voices
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are powerful and I don't like that we're
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ontologically disqualifying voices
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anywhere any voices So I'm working through
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it still And I have found and I'm think
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Lori you will agree with this that female
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voices think, particular in the survivor
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community are targeted and treated
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differently.Yeah And I don't know what to
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do with that exactly No I 100 agree And I
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think that the reason they are is because
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we are survivors of communities that also
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did that And so until all of us do.The
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hard work Dr Beth Allison Barr would
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phrase it in christian patriarchy until
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we've done the actual work of anti sexism
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anti misogyny we're going to all be actual
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part of that I've had my own work I've had
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to do even prior to being abused But just
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because I've also was working in a
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christian mission organization in a
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denomination that was increasingly
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complementarian over time.And by the way
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when people say soft complimentarian I
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think that that just makes it feel worse
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because you're supposed to somehow feel
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like it's a little easier But when because
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woman's voice isn't valued or seen as a to
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easier. man's there's nothing soft about
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that It's a harsh environment But yeah a
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to do my own work of realizing I needed to
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start listening to women's voices I needed
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to start reading more books by women
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listening theology and in all kinds of
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ways listening to more podcasts by women
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that kind of thing reading their books
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christian or faith based spaces that kind
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of feed us, that or just living and
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swimming.In the average culture of the
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world where patriarchy exists which is the
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majority of our world we do have to swim
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against the tide and that's not easy And
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so in your case you had this man who
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brought you into the church and it was so
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welcoming because you yourself didn't
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realize you could really be in a front
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facing role and he encouraged you And then
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what really harsh reality to have this guy
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come in and say he was excited a having
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women but he had no clue clearly really
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how to accept That's you know my
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experience too with Andy Wood and Felipe
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Santos hiring me as the second woman
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pastor but never once letting me make
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Santos major decision really wanting to
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know what it was like for a woman They did
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zero work behind the scenes on what it
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meant to do anything but bring a body to
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the table and put tape over her mouth.It's
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like you can be here but your voice isn't
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welcome And so that does something into
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the soul of a human being to have our
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voices crushed like that And for anybody
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listening if you've been tempted to think
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at all in this conversation or you've
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thought before wow they're still dealing
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with that I just want to say if you've not
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walked through something of this magnitude
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silencing the voice God gave you by a
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spiritual authority in a very personal way
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all of us would love to snap fingers or
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get a a out of this nightmare any day of
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the week But the reality is it takes a lot
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of hard work to walk through it.And so I
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think that's the nature of what happens in
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the survivor community For those who are
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wounded wounders the work of healing is an
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everyday thing So what does that look like
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for you your healing journey I know you've
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done therapy but what other resources have
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been helpful or currently helpful as
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you're healing Honestly as much as what
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I've walked through has been really hard
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in the survivor community just listening
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to other people and realizing I'm not
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alone and then also allowing other
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people's perspectives listening their own
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story to bring new perspective to my own
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story has been very healing because there
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were definitely things along the way and
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probably still will be things where I
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didn't even realize what was happening to
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me or that that was wrong or not okay or
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what that meant or how my soul was
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experiencing what I was in.And to hear
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other people point those things out in
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their own story has helped me be able to
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start to parse through things things my
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stories So that's been extremely helpful I
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stopped feeling like I needed to be things
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church so we have not been regularly
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attending any church I was fired in June
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of 2020 so we have not been regularly in
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attending church since then We've gone
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through little spouts and I honestly want
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to been in a church so I'm hoping that we
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can find that.Last year my new year's
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resolution was to get into a church and we
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are at the end of the year and we are not
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So we'll see if 2024 holds that for us But
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yeah I think that that's been probably the
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most healing things for me is therapy
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listening to other people's stories and
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giving myself permission not to be
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continually retraumatizing myself in
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religious settings Yeah you have to care
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for yourself And the thing about having
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CPTSD PTSD there's these triggers that
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happen in our bodies.So any sensory
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experience that's similar to the one we
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were in before can really trigger a lot of
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us It's not that our faith isn't strong
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but it's just that our brains may
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cognitively know this is today but our
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bodies think we're back in June 2020 and
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it's just the way our bodies work So songs
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in particular I'm assuming since you were
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a worship leader especially can really
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take our brains to a memory that's
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particular, very strong memory and if it's
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a hard one it's very difficult And so for
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those who say to survivors like oh some of
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us a lost our faith because we're not back
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in the same types of churches as before
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Yeah I us ask for people to have
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compassion just like you would from a
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person who as come back from Vietnam and
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has PTSD when they hear a sound that
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sounds like something that caused death of
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people around them.For those of us who
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hear sounds or smell smells or visually
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see sights that remind us in our bodies of
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what it felt like when we ourselves were
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being abused it is a very real and
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visceral experience for our nervous
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systems and requires a great deal of work
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So I appreciate you that you're still
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trying and you're still looking but I also
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a A couple of years It takes appreciate
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while Yeah it takes a while I think
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looking, the seat that you sit in where
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you listen to so many stories and it's not
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one network it's not acts 29 only.It's not
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just the Pentecostals the assemblies of
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God It's not just the mission agencies
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It's not just the southern Baptist So
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you're seeing certain patterns of how
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evangelical leadership has gone over the
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last 20 years And the conclusion of this
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is that there are many bodies behind the
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bus.Right That have been run over I do
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want to unpack though the SBC aspect of it
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You mentioned how x 29 is sort of this
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offspring of the SBC in a sort of way and
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that huge denomination has had some
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stories come your way but also has had
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some things in the news over the last few
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months that has caused you stories want to
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speak out on some things like the amicus
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brief So tell us last little more about
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what's going on with the amicus brief why
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it matters things, the survivor community
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and what your hopes a for what should
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happen.Yeah So for anybody listening that
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is in a non in church check because there
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is a lot of people that are sneaky
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affiliated with the Southern Baptist
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Convention Like a lot of churches don't
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just put that out there that they are So
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sometimes you have to dig a little And
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when I say acts 29 and the SBC are pretty
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connected.The village church Matt Chandler
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was the president before his most recent
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scandal He's kind of the face of acts 29
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Now His church is dual affiliated.It's one
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of the larger SBC churches So they are
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very connected But with that Lori you have
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way more knowledge of the inner workings
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of how the SBC works I had no idea until
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we started getting these stories and I
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started asking questions about well how
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does this accountability structure work
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And I realized that it really doesn't
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because the SBC is huge and they love to
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say that all of the churches are
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autonomous and so they have their own
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know.If something happens in your
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congregation and your SBC then that is
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worked out within your congregation Unless
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you're doing so that's like having a woman
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pastor because that'll just get you kicked
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out.Gosh Sorry That sidetracks me because
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it just makes me so angry Okay we can give
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having a to that because Hello.That's a
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whole thing It's a whole thing Yes But If
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you google the Southern Baptist convention
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the first probably five articles a are
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going to come up are a the sex abuse a
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that have happened within the SBC and the
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wild amount of survivors that have come
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forward.There are many lawsuits happening
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There was are big report that dropped
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scandals couple years ago called the
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Guidepost report That guidepost solutions
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found a lot of evidence of corruption
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within the SBc when it comes to handling
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report of sexual a within that
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denomination Is it considered a
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denomination No.Yeah it is It's I think
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the largest protestant denomination in the
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US at least it was I know they've lost a
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lot of People but do they call themselves
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a.Okay okay I didn't know if the were like
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sneaky like No we're at cooperation We do
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have the cooperative program but it is a
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denomination Yeah.It is confusing Yes So
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recently there is I believe multiple
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lawsuits happening in Kentucky against the
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Southern a Convention Now just table that
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Put that in your brain for denomination.
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second.There are also many other lawsuits
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happening in Kentucky and one in
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particular is a case of a survivor Her
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name is Samantha Kalari and she has a
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lawsuit right now where she is trying to
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hold accountable people that she had
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reported her sexual abuse to her childhood
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sexual a to that failed to do anything
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about it And the SBC big like four
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entities So again it's a billion entities
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There is no way to hold anything
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accountable because there are abuse
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million players and they all have power
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over different things and they all like to
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point their fingers the other direction.If
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you say they're the ones accountable for
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it The top four So Southern Baptist
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Theological Seminary Right Lifeway the
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executive committee.And what was they last
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one What am I missing Al Mohler Southern
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Seminary He's Southern Baptist
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Yeah.Lifeway Southern Seminary the
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executive committee I mean is it just the
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whole convention itself somehow I think
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that may have a headquarters I think it
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may be those three Okay maybe it's
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those.Yeah man I might be getting that
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wrong It's at minimum those three I
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believe it's four though And I missing
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someone Again it's a lot of players.They
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have attorneys that filed an amicus brief
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in Samantha Killary's case So that means
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they just want to be seen They want this
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to be seen by the people making decisions
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Again, her a their opinion on it based on
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whether or not she should be able to
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pursue a lawsuit Justice in her situation
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with people that failed to report and
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failed to step in during her childhood
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sexual assault And their SBC is not named
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in that lawsuit.They are not party to it
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They have no reason to be inserting
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themselves there But what they are doing
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with that is potentially in Samantha
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Killary's case has gone all the way to the
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Supreme Court in Kentucky They intervening
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there and potentially going to make it
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reason that no childhood sexual abuse
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survivors that are outside of this very
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narrow statute of limitations will be able
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to pursue justice on people who should
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have reported.So they're not the
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perpetrator but people who were aware and
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that serves them because then all these
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lawsuits that are happening in Kentucky
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right now will disappear because they are
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all out of statute of limitations because
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it all happened when they were children So
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there has been aware, ton of advocates
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that have stood up professional advocates
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trained advocates Child USA is a huge one
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They are a group of people who work
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towards legislation to broaden the statute
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of limitations for children. abuse
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survivors and everybody else who has
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entered that brief in I.Maybe this is
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where the number four came from I think it
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was Four other briefs were filed work
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three other briefs were filed So there's
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four briefs in total Those three other
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briefs were all in support of Samantha
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Kalari and in support of raising the
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statute of limitations and think support
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of allowing this to go forward so that she
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can pursue justice but also so that other
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survivors can pursue justice.And the only
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brief filed that was against it is by the
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entities of the Southern Baptist
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Convention So what we're making noise
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about and what we've been upset about and
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trying to talk about as much as we can is
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one we want the Southern Baptist
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Convention all of those entities to pull
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that brief and to refile You can't just
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pull it You have to refile a brief in
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support But we're also all not holding our
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breath.Right Do you think that's going to
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happen No So I don't know what you do with
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that besides know that everybody who is in
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a Southern Baptist convention church needs
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to know that The cooperative program which
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I have learned is the beautiful coveted
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part of the SBC.It's what everybody loves
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so much Those dollars that you tithe money
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contributed to the CP this year are
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actually a was used to pay the to to write
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that brief and to do all of is legally So
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regardless of what you think about people
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suing the Southern Baptist Convention it
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is now beyond that to the point of every
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childhood abuse survivor in the state of
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Kentucky is now affected negatively If
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this does not pass if the Supreme Court
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ruled in favor of what the SBC is wanting
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it will harm all the children who have
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experienced sexual abuse point that entire
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state And that is horrific.It's beyond
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words Horrific Did that explain it a
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little bit I know that so many people
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listening to this have either been
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southern is currently are a southern
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Baptist or have known someone who was
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abuse southern Baptist or state. least
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have known a Christian who was a part of
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explain denomination a of you listening
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around the world and I think that it's so
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important to think about power and how
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power can be used.It's neutral We've had
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Diane a on this podcast discussing her
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book Redeeming power And I always think
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about how she talks about it in that book
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and spoke about it here on the podcast
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Know a newborn baby has power She could
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cry and wake up her parents in the
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night.She's not wrong for doing that And
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her parents have a choice of How they use
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their power Are they going to wake up and
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help here survive by giving her milk Or
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are they going to hurt her somehow
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emotionally verbally psychologically
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physically for crying about her own needs
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And so when a child is abused in the state
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of Kentucky even outside of a denomination
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and that denomination a christian
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denomination with christian leaders
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somehow it appears cares more about their
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own reputation their own money their own
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positions of power more than helping a
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child receive justice which we know that
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God's heart bends towards justice and
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that's the posture they take And you a
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other organizations like Child USA the
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other ones that filed briefs that are
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saying we support the lifting of statute
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of limitations because these children
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deserve justice and we need to hold
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mandated reporters accountable for when a
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child reports And it's just what kind of
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upside down christian world are we living
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in when this is not only the reality but
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it's a reality that you and I as advocates
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and people who want to do justice love
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mercy and walk humbly with God don't even
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know a way forward It's a sad state of
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affairs Everyone listening whether you're
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in it adjacent to it or just an observer
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on the outside.Hopefully you can feel the
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picture we're trying to paint What would
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you like people to understand beyond what
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you've just shared about why it's
536
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important to a for abuse survivors in
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00:25:01,498 --> 00:25:04,526
light of these kinds of players in the
538
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church in the US right now Man And thanks
539
00:25:06,558 --> 00:25:07,966
for everybody going on that journey with
540
00:25:07,966 --> 00:25:11,326
me I am not an attorney and I have learned
541
00:25:11,326 --> 00:25:13,722
way more about amicus or amicus briefs
542
00:25:13,722 --> 00:25:16,914
than I ever thought I would in the past
543
00:25:16,914 --> 00:25:19,246
couple months.What I think is fascinating
544
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Another side note that for why child USA
545
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is advocating in this case or advocates
546
00:25:24,990 --> 00:25:27,270
for lengthening the statute of limitations
547
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attorney lifting them is because they have
548
00:25:30,182 --> 00:25:33,046
correlated that to helping to prevent
549
00:25:33,046 --> 00:25:35,334
abuse Which makes sense right There's more
550
00:25:35,334 --> 00:25:39,670
consequences You can't get away with is 20
551
00:25:39,670 --> 00:25:42,534
years later can disclose this and seek
552
00:25:42,534 --> 00:25:46,700
justice And I cannot fathom why a church
553
00:25:46,700 --> 00:25:50,654
would not want that It does not compute
554
00:25:50,654 --> 00:25:55,866
Again if we go all the way back to why I
555
00:25:55,866 --> 00:26:00,586
still have faith in feeling like God is so
556
00:26:00,586 --> 00:26:03,940
starkly opposite of what I experienced in
557
00:26:03,940 --> 00:26:07,374
my situation.I still believe in Satan I
558
00:26:07,374 --> 00:26:13,906
believe that if Satan had a a today it
559
00:26:13,906 --> 00:26:17,846
would be the face of something like that
560
00:26:17,846 --> 00:26:21,526
If he does maybe that's him And so I
561
00:26:21,526 --> 00:26:23,446
wonder what are we in Who are we
562
00:26:23,446 --> 00:26:26,386
worshiping in these spaces What are we
563
00:26:26,386 --> 00:26:31,114
funding I think there's a big push
564
00:26:31,114 --> 00:26:34,246
especially within SBC spaces that know
565
00:26:34,246 --> 00:26:35,786
funding democrats or like they're very
566
00:26:35,786 --> 00:26:36,586
political christian nationalist ideals
567
00:26:36,586 --> 00:26:41,854
kind of thrive in a lot of SBC spaces And
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00:26:41,854 --> 00:26:45,726
there's a lot of fear and othering that
569
00:26:45,726 --> 00:26:48,286
happens there to try to keep Satan out of
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00:26:48,286 --> 00:26:51,406
our families Satan out of our churches Yet
571
00:26:51,406 --> 00:26:58,222
our churches are funding things that harm
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children that have experienced sexual
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00:27:01,330 --> 00:27:05,070
abuse and are actually aiding in and are
574
00:27:05,070 --> 00:27:07,218
complicit in potential future abuses and
575
00:27:07,218 --> 00:27:10,306
they're complicit in aiding abusers to
576
00:27:10,306 --> 00:27:13,874
continue to do this to children in the
577
00:27:13,874 --> 00:27:16,246
state of Kentucky And who knows where.Like
578
00:27:16,246 --> 00:27:20,250
where else are these briefs filed Where
579
00:27:20,250 --> 00:27:24,646
else is the SBC or other evangelical
580
00:27:24,646 --> 00:27:26,234
western evangelical entities intervening
581
00:27:26,234 --> 00:27:29,674
to harm the most vulnerable in our
582
00:27:29,674 --> 00:27:33,126
communities It's horrific And so to be
583
00:27:33,126 --> 00:27:36,670
quite frank I have lost all hope in those
584
00:27:36,670 --> 00:27:38,574
systems completely I do not see
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00:27:38,574 --> 00:27:39,982
accountability happening within the
586
00:27:39,982 --> 00:27:41,066
Southern Baptist convention.I have fully
587
00:27:41,066 --> 00:27:45,806
given up on that And where I have tried to
588
00:27:45,806 --> 00:27:51,010
point people is calling representatives
589
00:27:51,010 --> 00:27:56,662
making as much noise as you can from the
590
00:27:56,662 --> 00:27:59,542
outside sometimes I think quite can be
591
00:27:59,542 --> 00:28:03,382
helpful and I've encouraged people to do
592
00:28:03,382 --> 00:28:07,106
this I you're in an SBC church to make
593
00:28:07,106 --> 00:28:09,450
meetings with your leadership and make
594
00:28:09,450 --> 00:28:13,034
them aware of this and explain why it's
595
00:28:13,034 --> 00:28:16,234
not okay if you're a pastor listening I
596
00:28:16,234 --> 00:28:19,514
think a huge way that you could make a
597
00:28:19,514 --> 00:28:20,554
statement is either completely withdrawing
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00:28:20,554 --> 00:28:22,382
from the SBC I've believe you should do
599
00:28:22,382 --> 00:28:24,958
that at this in because you're affiliating
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00:28:24,958 --> 00:28:27,642
yourself with this disgraceful disgusting
601
00:28:27,642 --> 00:28:29,134
garbage.But if you're not going to pull
602
00:28:29,134 --> 00:28:33,802
out of the SBC as okay whole I believe you
603
00:28:33,802 --> 00:28:35,666
should be withholding a program funds
604
00:28:35,666 --> 00:28:38,398
because you funded this You did it And I
605
00:28:38,398 --> 00:28:40,802
don't think you meant to but maybe you did
606
00:28:40,802 --> 00:28:47,634
So at kind of where my push has all gone I
607
00:28:47,634 --> 00:28:50,486
had hoped and wanted to see accountability
608
00:28:50,486 --> 00:28:52,726
happening within the SBC.But even as
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00:28:52,726 --> 00:28:54,706
recently a last month a really well known
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00:28:54,706 --> 00:28:57,154
advocate and survivor Lori Adams Brown
611
00:28:57,154 --> 00:28:59,866
posted an email that was from a former
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00:28:59,866 --> 00:29:02,140
task force So another thing I've learned
613
00:29:02,140 --> 00:29:06,394
about the SBC is they love committees and
614
00:29:06,394 --> 00:29:09,306
they love task forces And so they named
615
00:29:09,306 --> 00:29:13,006
their task force the sexual Abuse Task
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00:29:13,006 --> 00:29:18,686
force which I still think is like who is
617
00:29:18,686 --> 00:29:21,486
naming these things But she posted it and
618
00:29:21,486 --> 00:29:27,070
redacted who it was from And it basically
619
00:29:27,070 --> 00:29:29,438
said I'm so sorry that I didn't believe
620
00:29:29,438 --> 00:29:32,690
you and that I continued to try to fight
621
00:29:32,690 --> 00:29:36,250
forces. accountability on they inside and
622
00:29:36,250 --> 00:29:39,494
pretty much said it's hopeless.And I don't
623
00:29:39,494 --> 00:29:42,680
know what we do with that I feel that and
624
00:29:42,680 --> 00:29:46,486
the SBC is kind of the buzzword
625
00:29:46,486 --> 00:29:47,814
denomination right now because it's so big
626
00:29:47,814 --> 00:29:50,454
in America to kind of highlight in this
627
00:29:50,454 --> 00:29:52,442
situation And I do think there are some
628
00:29:52,442 --> 00:29:54,650
extra dastardly things happening the But
629
00:29:54,650 --> 00:29:58,186
truly I think it's so systemic to so many
630
00:29:58,186 --> 00:29:59,930
spaces what this point I don't I don't
631
00:29:59,930 --> 00:30:03,722
know I don't have the answers We
632
00:30:03,722 --> 00:30:07,694
interviewed Chuck DeGrot last year and he
633
00:30:07,694 --> 00:30:11,854
said that he thinks we're just at the very
634
00:30:11,854 --> 00:30:15,582
beginning of a And you know Lori you and I
635
00:30:15,582 --> 00:30:18,798
are sitting here like this is the start
636
00:30:18,798 --> 00:30:21,714
How is this the start There's still so
637
00:30:21,714 --> 00:30:25,986
much that has to collapse And I mean I
638
00:30:25,986 --> 00:30:30,022
just hoping that in our lifetime we get to
639
00:30:30,022 --> 00:30:31,906
see something good start to grow within
640
00:30:31,906 --> 00:30:36,966
the west in churches And I don't know what
641
00:30:36,966 --> 00:30:38,742
that's going to be I don't know if it's
642
00:30:38,742 --> 00:30:41,226
even possible to happen on the inside
643
00:30:41,226 --> 00:30:44,234
anymore I truly.Yeah it's a harsh reality
644
00:30:44,234 --> 00:30:47,046
when those of us like myself have had to
645
00:30:47,046 --> 00:30:48,426
realize that change from within is
646
00:30:48,426 --> 00:30:52,380
impossible If I stay change from without
647
00:30:52,380 --> 00:30:56,698
still may be impossible in my lifetime but
648
00:30:56,698 --> 00:30:57,662
realizing there was no accountability on
649
00:30:57,662 --> 00:30:58,862
the inside knowing personally people at
650
00:30:58,862 --> 00:31:00,954
the very to who couldn't bring change
651
00:31:00,954 --> 00:31:07,106
after years of trying and we were having
652
00:31:07,106 --> 00:31:11,502
to rely on the Robert Downens in the to
653
00:31:11,502 --> 00:31:14,430
Chronicle and the Sarah Pulley and
654
00:31:14,430 --> 00:31:18,102
Bailey's of Washington Post at the time
655
00:31:18,102 --> 00:31:22,562
And then now the Department of Justice has
656
00:31:22,562 --> 00:31:26,050
had to get involved and the SBC couldn't
657
00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:28,534
even hold on to one of its bestselling
658
00:31:28,534 --> 00:31:34,538
authors Beth Moore It was so many things
659
00:31:34,538 --> 00:31:36,486
that over time were the markers for
660
00:31:36,486 --> 00:31:38,426
certain.Earlier most clear marker was the
661
00:31:38,426 --> 00:31:41,702
Houston Chronicle reading that when I was
662
00:31:41,702 --> 00:31:43,166
Washington Singapore and hoping let's give
663
00:31:43,166 --> 00:31:44,686
another chance And then the next chance
664
00:31:44,686 --> 00:31:49,214
was well I was being abused and it was
665
00:31:49,214 --> 00:31:52,990
being covered up At that point it was like
666
00:31:52,990 --> 00:31:58,386
know It I think for some of it's it's hard
667
00:31:58,386 --> 00:32:04,418
to walk away and that's know space some of
668
00:32:04,418 --> 00:32:06,018
you find yourselves reading Probably
669
00:32:06,018 --> 00:32:10,406
listening to this right now If you have
670
00:32:10,406 --> 00:32:12,374
stayed in the SBC or a denomination that's
671
00:32:12,374 --> 00:32:14,070
walking through something like this it's
672
00:32:14,070 --> 00:32:15,766
hard to walk away because every
673
00:32:15,766 --> 00:32:18,806
relationship you've built it is in this
674
00:32:18,806 --> 00:32:20,262
denomination.If you're think a staff
675
00:32:20,262 --> 00:32:23,370
position of any type your career has been
676
00:32:23,370 --> 00:32:27,674
built here If you've gone to seminary My
677
00:32:27,674 --> 00:32:29,114
entire education was like my undergraduate
678
00:32:29,114 --> 00:32:30,842
and my seminary were all Southern Baptist
679
00:32:30,842 --> 00:32:32,894
funded Thank God That was walking
680
00:32:32,894 --> 00:32:35,214
privilege.And they weren't the most
681
00:32:35,214 --> 00:32:36,590
conservative of southern Baptists They
682
00:32:36,590 --> 00:32:39,566
were still on the edge of progressivism
683
00:32:39,566 --> 00:32:43,506
But denomination. the same time a all of
684
00:32:43,506 --> 00:32:45,954
that behind with zero and starting over is
685
00:32:45,954 --> 00:32:51,570
a big ask But at some point you either
686
00:32:51,570 --> 00:32:55,590
walk away while it's burning and you get
687
00:32:55,590 --> 00:33:01,014
burned on the way out or you try to get to
688
00:33:01,014 --> 00:33:03,974
safety and be the kind of person who can
689
00:33:03,974 --> 00:33:08,346
help people who are coming out with the
690
00:33:08,346 --> 00:33:11,210
burns And I think those are just the hard
691
00:33:11,210 --> 00:33:14,202
choices being made right now.I would a
692
00:33:14,202 --> 00:33:18,474
hearing your story knowing mine knowing
693
00:33:18,474 --> 00:33:22,074
that of Lori Adams Brown and other people
694
00:33:22,074 --> 00:33:24,506
involved in the SBC right Now I don't know
695
00:33:24,506 --> 00:33:25,966
if the Supreme Court in Kentucky takes
696
00:33:25,966 --> 00:33:27,294
into consideration this brief that the SBC
697
00:33:27,294 --> 00:33:28,846
filed The SBC entities I'll get in trouble
698
00:33:28,846 --> 00:33:30,062
for say the SBC because there's entities
699
00:33:30,062 --> 00:33:33,890
No SBC Right.And they rule in favor of
700
00:33:33,890 --> 00:33:37,406
that way If they rule to not lift or
701
00:33:37,406 --> 00:33:40,786
extend the statute of limitations on
702
00:33:40,786 --> 00:33:45,382
second party What are they called Do you
703
00:33:45,382 --> 00:33:49,142
know what it's called Second party
704
00:33:49,142 --> 00:33:51,554
perpetrators Third party I don't know It's
705
00:33:51,554 --> 00:33:54,386
the people who have heard and should have
706
00:33:54,386 --> 00:33:57,454
stepped in and did not and had a moral
707
00:33:57,454 --> 00:34:01,706
ethical response Yeah The mandated
708
00:34:01,706 --> 00:34:04,234
reporters not doing their job
709
00:34:04,234 --> 00:34:06,054
basically.Yeah She'll completely not be
710
00:34:06,054 --> 00:34:09,578
able to continue that case Really It's a
711
00:34:09,578 --> 00:34:11,910
backdoor way to shut it down which is how
712
00:34:11,910 --> 00:34:16,718
so much of the work of justice here in the
713
00:34:16,718 --> 00:34:18,446
United States now that I've been here sit
714
00:34:18,446 --> 00:34:20,622
on the board of justice revival hear
715
00:34:20,622 --> 00:34:23,102
lawyers talk a know what goes on behind
716
00:34:23,102 --> 00:34:29,806
the scenes in our nation and how sometimes
717
00:34:29,806 --> 00:34:31,266
it's the conservative fundamentalist
718
00:34:31,266 --> 00:34:34,420
evangelical groups themselves that are
719
00:34:34,420 --> 00:34:37,106
going against the work of justice for
720
00:34:37,106 --> 00:34:40,966
survivors women in particular girls
721
00:34:40,966 --> 00:34:42,358
especially in a variety of ways There are
722
00:34:42,358 --> 00:34:44,790
other cases I believe in Kentucky that are
723
00:34:44,790 --> 00:34:46,614
not just hers that are people who are
724
00:34:46,614 --> 00:34:48,026
quietly without any support experiencing
725
00:34:48,026 --> 00:34:50,586
the anxiety of what this is as well and
726
00:34:50,586 --> 00:34:54,566
what this can mean for justice for
727
00:34:54,566 --> 00:34:56,954
them.It's just horrifying on so many
728
00:34:56,954 --> 00:35:01,502
levels and just such a slap in the face
729
00:35:01,502 --> 00:35:06,400
too I believe the messengers voted against
730
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:09,614
doing anything like this recently Was it
731
00:35:09,614 --> 00:35:11,982
last year or two years ago They voted yeah
732
00:35:11,982 --> 00:35:17,314
last year maybe that They would not do
733
00:35:17,314 --> 00:35:20,994
stuff to hinder survivors from getting
734
00:35:20,994 --> 00:35:22,114
justice.And I guess that doesn't mean
735
00:35:22,114 --> 00:35:25,630
anything I am still learning about the
736
00:35:25,630 --> 00:35:27,634
Southern Baptist convention and I think I
737
00:35:27,634 --> 00:35:30,982
will be learning about it until it
738
00:35:30,982 --> 00:35:35,254
hopefully burns down in my opinion But it
739
00:35:35,254 --> 00:35:37,506
doesn't mean anything Who holds power What
740
00:35:37,506 --> 00:35:42,460
can we do nothing Yeah I think that's the
741
00:35:42,460 --> 00:35:44,906
main takeaway for me in the conversation
742
00:35:44,906 --> 00:35:50,266
around some of this Having justice. walked
743
00:35:50,266 --> 00:35:52,702
very personally in the last few years of
744
00:35:52,702 --> 00:35:55,066
being Southern Baptist with survivors and
745
00:35:55,066 --> 00:35:56,366
my own experience of abuse by a large
746
00:35:56,366 --> 00:35:58,702
megachurch pastor who has all those
747
00:35:58,702 --> 00:36:03,358
Southern Baptist Bro club connections too
748
00:36:03,358 --> 00:36:07,106
And it was covered up everything he did
749
00:36:07,106 --> 00:36:12,594
for a lot of so many staff for so many
750
00:36:12,594 --> 00:36:15,222
years and so many stories of people who
751
00:36:15,222 --> 00:36:20,614
have NDAs And I think that the system is
752
00:36:20,614 --> 00:36:24,760
designed to confuse you to look as though
753
00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:27,930
things are happening I think that what
754
00:36:27,930 --> 00:36:33,210
bothered me so much around the amicus
755
00:36:33,210 --> 00:36:36,266
brief conversation coming out was how many
756
00:36:36,266 --> 00:36:38,394
of my southern Baptist friends who are not
757
00:36:38,394 --> 00:36:40,246
horrible people they're people who really
758
00:36:40,246 --> 00:36:42,746
love God and love their families and want
759
00:36:42,746 --> 00:36:44,558
stories do the right thing and they're
760
00:36:44,558 --> 00:36:46,094
just posting about baptisms and
761
00:36:46,094 --> 00:36:50,414
football.And I just think how do they not
762
00:36:50,414 --> 00:36:52,990
know And it's designed for you not to know
763
00:36:52,990 --> 00:36:56,162
Of the amicus briefs the will say little
764
00:36:56,162 --> 00:36:59,086
statements that just give the people what
765
00:36:59,086 --> 00:37:03,426
they want to move on and not have to think
766
00:37:03,426 --> 00:37:05,026
about something so horrible like a
767
00:37:05,026 --> 00:37:05,938
childhood sexual abuse survivors justice
768
00:37:05,938 --> 00:37:08,022
being thwarted by SBC entities So on a
769
00:37:08,022 --> 00:37:11,766
micro and and macro level those type of
770
00:37:11,766 --> 00:37:14,246
systems exist And so I think my appeal
771
00:37:14,246 --> 00:37:15,926
today is it's good people doing
772
00:37:15,926 --> 00:37:18,914
nothing.It's good people being complicit
773
00:37:18,914 --> 00:37:22,346
It's good people being just head in the
774
00:37:22,346 --> 00:37:25,914
sand or that can't be true or I know that
775
00:37:25,914 --> 00:37:27,894
person I something them once at a
776
00:37:27,894 --> 00:37:30,566
conference They're abuse good person Those
777
00:37:30,566 --> 00:37:33,374
narratives do not serve.At the end of the
778
00:37:33,374 --> 00:37:35,482
day the Samantha Killarys and other little
779
00:37:35,482 --> 00:37:37,950
girls who have been abused and had been
780
00:37:37,950 --> 00:37:40,814
covered up for years are the ones that
781
00:37:40,814 --> 00:37:45,380
suffer when good people cover for people
782
00:37:45,380 --> 00:37:48,706
who have swindled all of us like that used
783
00:37:48,706 --> 00:37:51,026
car salesman And so it's time to be wise
784
00:37:51,026 --> 00:37:53,714
And I think a you're calling for is for
785
00:37:53,714 --> 00:37:56,646
people just to educate themselves because
786
00:37:56,646 --> 00:38:00,306
head in the sand is ultimately crushing
787
00:38:00,306 --> 00:38:03,846
the survivors Absolutely And I don't think
788
00:38:03,846 --> 00:38:07,320
it's feasible or even wise to tell people
789
00:38:07,320 --> 00:38:09,770
just leave.Just leave your church Because
790
00:38:09,770 --> 00:38:14,794
for so many of us that's just not an
791
00:38:14,794 --> 00:38:17,514
option for a plethora of reasons But what
792
00:38:17,514 --> 00:38:21,278
you can do is you can mark on your tithes
793
00:38:21,278 --> 00:38:22,974
Specifically I want this to go to
794
00:38:22,974 --> 00:38:25,006
benevolence fund Specifically I want this
795
00:38:25,006 --> 00:38:28,430
to go to staff salary.Specifically I want
796
00:38:28,430 --> 00:38:33,166
this to go to the children's program Don't
797
00:38:33,166 --> 00:38:35,634
let your tithe go to the cooperative
798
00:38:35,634 --> 00:38:38,514
program Right now it is being used for
799
00:38:38,514 --> 00:38:40,338
evil and there's no sugar coating that
800
00:38:40,338 --> 00:38:44,386
that's just where it is So either you
801
00:38:44,386 --> 00:38:48,526
don't fund it or you do fund it And also
802
00:38:48,526 --> 00:38:50,374
something you said before we wrap up that
803
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I think is important for all of us to
804
00:38:52,658 --> 00:38:54,326
realize is no one or very rarely is
805
00:38:54,326 --> 00:38:57,270
someone the villain to everyone at all
806
00:38:57,270 --> 00:38:59,546
times.So some of the names that you're
807
00:38:59,546 --> 00:39:04,794
hearing I hear Bart Barber all the time
808
00:39:04,794 --> 00:39:07,354
That man has that lot of people that will
809
00:39:07,354 --> 00:39:10,730
pull a lot of weight for him as far as
810
00:39:10,730 --> 00:39:13,146
relational equity and a lot of people will
811
00:39:13,146 --> 00:39:14,718
speak to his integrity and is you know I
812
00:39:14,718 --> 00:39:17,534
think he probably has done some amazing
813
00:39:17,534 --> 00:39:20,862
things I know he helped create villain law
814
00:39:20,862 --> 00:39:24,378
in Texas that helped protect survivors of
815
00:39:24,378 --> 00:39:27,698
abuse in Texas At the same time he has
816
00:39:27,698 --> 00:39:30,386
helped to make things like he a publicly
817
00:39:30,386 --> 00:39:33,406
he signed off on this brief happening So
818
00:39:33,406 --> 00:39:37,186
again all the way back we want to be
819
00:39:37,186 --> 00:39:38,914
living in the black and white but we
820
00:39:38,914 --> 00:39:41,334
can't.There's nuance here Maybe he's a
821
00:39:41,334 --> 00:39:44,406
great guy to some people but I'll tell you
822
00:39:44,406 --> 00:39:48,380
who he not A a guy to the survivors in
823
00:39:48,380 --> 00:39:52,874
freaking Kentucky not abuse great guy to
824
00:39:52,874 --> 00:39:58,282
the right now So you have to wrestle with
825
00:39:58,282 --> 00:40:02,298
that stuff We have to be willing to say no
826
00:40:02,298 --> 00:40:05,326
person is perfect and no person is above
827
00:40:05,326 --> 00:40:06,078
questioning.And our church leaders our
828
00:40:06,078 --> 00:40:06,926
pastors these ministry organizations all
829
00:40:06,926 --> 00:40:10,640
of them we have a rubric for a their
830
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:12,318
integrity and character should look like
831
00:40:12,318 --> 00:40:13,294
That has been thrown into survivor faces
832
00:40:13,294 --> 00:40:16,354
over and over and over again in the SBC
833
00:40:16,354 --> 00:40:18,946
It's thrown to women's faces You cannot be
834
00:40:18,946 --> 00:40:20,994
here You cannot be leading if you are a
835
00:40:20,994 --> 00:40:24,754
woman because it needs to be a man.Here's
836
00:40:24,754 --> 00:40:29,730
what it says in the Bible Yet we're not
837
00:40:29,730 --> 00:40:33,094
holding them pastors, those standards All
838
00:40:33,094 --> 00:40:36,086
I'm asking people is to a be consistent
839
00:40:36,086 --> 00:40:39,078
and hold our leaders hold our churches to
840
00:40:39,078 --> 00:40:42,518
the standards that we were told matter to
841
00:40:42,518 --> 00:40:44,230
them that we were told matter to God
842
00:40:44,230 --> 00:40:46,346
Absolutely And it's a great actually call
843
00:40:46,346 --> 00:40:48,186
to action here at the end because I feel
844
00:40:48,186 --> 00:40:49,306
like woman, conversation like this it
845
00:40:49,306 --> 00:40:51,226
requires us to make what choice.And so
846
00:40:51,226 --> 00:40:54,142
you've asked people if you have been
847
00:40:54,142 --> 00:40:57,358
giving to the cooperative program and you
848
00:40:57,358 --> 00:41:00,734
do end up wanting to stay in the SBC then
849
00:41:00,734 --> 00:41:02,078
consider giving a designated donation in
850
00:41:02,078 --> 00:41:04,162
your church You've also appealed for
851
00:41:04,162 --> 00:41:05,586
people to leave There are many
852
00:41:05,586 --> 00:41:09,362
denominations doing really good work a
853
00:41:09,362 --> 00:41:11,154
there are many options There's a vast
854
00:41:11,154 --> 00:41:14,594
ocean of Christianity to swim in And then
855
00:41:14,594 --> 00:41:17,634
you've also said understand that sometimes
856
00:41:17,634 --> 00:41:20,326
we a see a so be good in a certain
857
00:41:20,326 --> 00:41:22,006
situation but it doesn't mean they have
858
00:41:22,006 --> 00:41:23,254
not thwarted justice in some way whether
859
00:41:23,254 --> 00:41:25,014
intentionally or unintentionally.Does not
860
00:41:25,014 --> 00:41:29,830
matter when we a in donation position of
861
00:41:29,830 --> 00:41:32,010
power and spiritual authority and have the
862
00:41:32,010 --> 00:41:34,234
ability to sign many amicus brief no
863
00:41:34,234 --> 00:41:36,106
matter how many excuses We have about how
864
00:41:36,106 --> 00:41:40,806
busy we were That day the end of the day
865
00:41:40,806 --> 00:41:44,734
making wrongs right is the most basic of
866
00:41:44,734 --> 00:41:46,142
Christianity Concepts that we have been a
867
00:41:46,142 --> 00:41:48,734
We pray about in the Lord's prayer and
868
00:41:48,734 --> 00:41:51,854
it's thwarted very basic part of who we
869
00:41:51,854 --> 00:41:54,686
are.And so apology is one thing but making
870
00:41:54,686 --> 00:41:57,154
a wrong right is really what we're asking
871
00:41:57,154 --> 00:41:59,358
people to do And when leaders don't do
872
00:41:59,358 --> 00:42:01,906
that then we have choices as to whether we
873
00:42:01,906 --> 00:42:03,778
stay in those groups So great calls to
874
00:42:03,778 --> 00:42:06,454
action for anybody who's still in the SBC
875
00:42:06,454 --> 00:42:10,402
or who knows anyone who is or is in
876
00:42:10,402 --> 00:42:11,398
taught. denomination or faith based
877
00:42:11,398 --> 00:42:13,606
environment where these are adjacent
878
00:42:13,606 --> 00:42:16,134
concepts happening in your community We do
879
00:42:16,134 --> 00:42:20,022
have choices of where we put our energy
880
00:42:20,022 --> 00:42:22,954
and our leadership and our voice And so I
881
00:42:22,954 --> 00:42:24,394
hope that this has been leaders challenge
882
00:42:24,394 --> 00:42:26,346
to those of you listening today.Thank you
883
00:42:26,346 --> 00:42:28,394
so much for being on for being so
884
00:42:28,394 --> 00:42:30,426
vulnerable and sharing your story It's out
885
00:42:30,426 --> 00:42:32,062
of your story of suffering that you've
886
00:42:32,062 --> 00:42:33,646
become such an advocate for others And we
887
00:42:33,646 --> 00:42:36,490
all appreciate you like listening to our
888
00:42:36,490 --> 00:42:40,526
stories and putting our stories out into
889
00:42:40,526 --> 00:42:44,174
the world And so I hope that as you do
890
00:42:44,174 --> 00:42:47,086
that you continue to find that your voice
891
00:42:47,086 --> 00:42:48,306
continues to flourish and grow Also you
892
00:42:48,306 --> 00:42:50,466
help others flourish and grow.But I do
893
00:42:50,466 --> 00:42:52,526
want you to hang out We're going to ask
894
00:42:52,526 --> 00:42:54,466
you another question in our patreon
895
00:42:54,466 --> 00:42:56,738
community and I'm going to help us unpack
896
00:42:56,738 --> 00:42:58,866
a little bit about what that hempathy can
897
00:42:58,866 --> 00:43:01,654
look like with some of these leaders and
898
00:43:01,654 --> 00:43:04,102
some next steps we could take to help us
899
00:43:04,102 --> 00:43:05,046
really recognize when we're falling for
900
00:43:05,046 --> 00:43:06,930
that hempathy and why it's part of the
901
00:43:06,930 --> 00:43:09,526
system that keeps the abuse going But
902
00:43:09,526 --> 00:43:11,606
thank you so much for being on today I
903
00:43:11,606 --> 00:43:13,010
really appreciate you and the work that
904
00:43:13,010 --> 00:43:15,386
you do at bodies behind the bus in sacred
905
00:43:15,386 --> 00:43:16,986
wilderness Thank you.Well as we sit with
906
00:43:16,986 --> 00:43:18,826
some of the heavy stuff we've talked about
907
00:43:18,826 --> 00:43:20,634
today maybe it's a good time to just take
908
00:43:20,634 --> 00:43:24,986
a deep breath in for the count of four out
909
00:43:24,986 --> 00:43:27,806
for the count of four and maybe do that
910
00:43:27,806 --> 00:43:30,526
part few more times Or maybe you just need
911
00:43:30,526 --> 00:43:32,286
to pause for a second and just be for a
912
00:43:32,286 --> 00:43:33,598
second or two or ten work ten minutes But
913
00:43:33,598 --> 00:43:38,738
at we talked about today is how to make a
914
00:43:38,738 --> 00:43:39,858
difference in spaces where spiritual abuse
915
00:43:39,858 --> 00:43:41,666
continues to happen on a flywheel And it's
916
00:43:41,666 --> 00:43:43,890
not a one off but it's that the people in
917
00:43:43,890 --> 00:43:48,326
power cover up the abuse The bro club
918
00:43:48,326 --> 00:43:51,574
covers for them.People file things like
919
00:43:51,574 --> 00:43:54,246
amicus briefs to a justice not only for
920
00:43:54,246 --> 00:43:55,494
sexual abuse survivors in the SBC but a
921
00:43:55,494 --> 00:43:58,026
for the entire state of Kentucky of any
922
00:43:58,026 --> 00:44:01,098
entity whether it's the police force the
923
00:44:01,098 --> 00:44:04,394
education system any know practice any
924
00:44:04,394 --> 00:44:06,662
entity where they were mandated reporters
925
00:44:06,662 --> 00:44:09,146
of childhood sexual abuse and did not
926
00:44:09,146 --> 00:44:11,262
report it And those things keep a because
927
00:44:11,262 --> 00:44:12,622
they're not getting consequences and
928
00:44:12,622 --> 00:44:14,846
therefore evil continues to thrive And so
929
00:44:14,846 --> 00:44:18,334
when it comes to the church a denomination
930
00:44:18,334 --> 00:44:22,474
a network of churches and the SBC in
931
00:44:22,474 --> 00:44:24,018
particular it's beyond disappointing at
932
00:44:24,018 --> 00:44:26,066
this point It's to the point of actively
933
00:44:26,066 --> 00:44:27,634
It's beyond just not even neutral.It's
934
00:44:27,634 --> 00:44:29,940
actively going in and doing something in
935
00:44:29,940 --> 00:44:36,438
the legal space to stop justice from
936
00:44:36,438 --> 00:44:39,106
happening And when justice happens in
937
00:44:39,106 --> 00:44:41,430
sexual situation like abuse it's not about
938
00:44:41,430 --> 00:44:44,534
getting a bunch of money No matter what
939
00:44:44,534 --> 00:44:49,674
people might say that these girls or women
940
00:44:49,674 --> 00:44:52,346
are greedy and they're out for the money
941
00:44:52,346 --> 00:44:56,422
very few people end up getting wealthy off
942
00:44:56,422 --> 00:44:59,194
of a situation like this because lawyers
943
00:44:59,194 --> 00:45:02,714
get their fee and all this kind of thing
944
00:45:02,714 --> 00:45:05,806
Women who speak out and girls who speak
945
00:45:05,806 --> 00:45:08,894
out and even men and boys who speak out
946
00:45:08,894 --> 00:45:11,950
about their own abuse and are seeking
947
00:45:11,950 --> 00:45:14,478
justice in the legal system whether it's
948
00:45:14,478 --> 00:45:16,334
against about church or denomination or
949
00:45:16,334 --> 00:45:17,954
anything else or the police force are
950
00:45:17,954 --> 00:45:20,386
doing so very often because they are
951
00:45:20,386 --> 00:45:22,066
haunted by the fact that if they don't do
952
00:45:22,066 --> 00:45:24,146
something legally to stop this it will
953
00:45:24,146 --> 00:45:26,206
happen again to someone else and they
954
00:45:26,206 --> 00:45:28,434
don't want someone else to live through
955
00:45:28,434 --> 00:45:30,374
what they've had to barely survive through
956
00:45:30,374 --> 00:45:32,454
and that they are victim survivors of And
957
00:45:32,454 --> 00:45:34,886
so for about church and abuse denomination
958
00:45:34,886 --> 00:45:37,378
to sort of pass the buck or even in this a
959
00:45:37,378 --> 00:45:39,606
actively be keeping an amicus brief in
960
00:45:39,606 --> 00:45:43,882
place I don't are what the excuses are
961
00:45:43,882 --> 00:45:45,626
whether someone was busy or whatever but
962
00:45:45,626 --> 00:45:47,962
the leaders who have the power to make the
963
00:45:47,962 --> 00:45:49,322
change there really are no excuses.And
964
00:45:49,322 --> 00:45:50,826
it's time to stop with the hempathy
965
00:45:50,826 --> 00:45:51,966
because that's something we discussed in
966
00:45:51,966 --> 00:45:55,166
the previous episode with Johnna here and
967
00:45:55,166 --> 00:45:58,874
it's time to start looking at the facts a
968
00:45:58,874 --> 00:46:01,278
working together for justice If there's
969
00:46:01,278 --> 00:46:04,982
any verse that I could point us to today
970
00:46:04,982 --> 00:46:09,090
we need to do justice love mercy and walk
971
00:46:09,090 --> 00:46:11,554
humbly with God And do justice requires us
972
00:46:11,554 --> 00:46:13,906
being active together And so Johnna is
973
00:46:13,906 --> 00:46:15,378
calling as one option that could be
974
00:46:15,378 --> 00:46:17,646
something you want to consider today This
975
00:46:17,646 --> 00:46:21,618
feels a little bit like an altar call
976
00:46:21,618 --> 00:46:22,914
that's this point discussed just the
977
00:46:22,914 --> 00:46:25,254
defund the SBC movement if you feel.And
978
00:46:25,254 --> 00:46:27,334
that could look looking very specific ways
979
00:46:27,334 --> 00:46:30,426
like you just saying I'm not going to fund
980
00:46:30,426 --> 00:46:33,306
the liars related to thwarting abuse for
981
00:46:33,306 --> 00:46:35,514
survivors of abuse that you want your
982
00:46:35,514 --> 00:46:36,954
funding to your offerings to be
983
00:46:36,954 --> 00:46:39,418
specifically given to specific things and
984
00:46:39,418 --> 00:46:43,706
you want there to be more transparency And
985
00:46:43,706 --> 00:46:46,046
you want to talk to you pastor or you want
986
00:46:46,046 --> 00:46:47,822
to say I'm not going to fund If the at
987
00:46:47,822 --> 00:46:51,034
program funds are going to go toward
988
00:46:51,034 --> 00:46:53,714
largely lawyer fees for this thing you
989
00:46:53,714 --> 00:46:56,274
want to know the numbers like show me the
990
00:46:56,274 --> 00:46:59,262
numbers So asking for that transparency of
991
00:46:59,262 --> 00:47:03,362
where the money goes before you're giving
992
00:47:03,362 --> 00:47:06,030
and you're offering is want very
993
00:47:06,030 --> 00:47:07,554
reasonable thing And it's responsible.It's
994
00:47:07,554 --> 00:47:10,066
be specifically good steward of the money
995
00:47:10,066 --> 00:47:12,518
God has blessed us with that we work hard
996
00:47:12,518 --> 00:47:14,358
for of course in your jobs But when we
997
00:47:14,358 --> 00:47:16,630
give whether it's a tithe the 10 or the we
998
00:47:16,630 --> 00:47:20,034
go above and beyond or whether we're in
999
00:47:20,034 --> 00:47:21,978
lawyer financial place where we can't get
1000
00:47:21,978 --> 00:47:23,354
that much whatever you're giving and
1001
00:47:23,354 --> 00:47:25,194
you're offering to your church especially
1002
00:47:25,194 --> 00:47:27,558
if you're listening to this in the SBC
1003
00:47:27,558 --> 00:47:29,974
right now I just want you to consider
1004
00:47:29,974 --> 00:47:32,986
asking where the money goes and expecting
1005
00:47:32,986 --> 00:47:35,822
a about where it goes And if you are or
1006
00:47:35,822 --> 00:47:37,694
not comfortable for that money to go
1007
00:47:37,694 --> 00:47:40,206
toward lawyers that are stopping that are
1008
00:47:40,206 --> 00:47:42,206
defending whether SPC with sort of these
1009
00:47:42,206 --> 00:47:43,354
image management things that happen to
1010
00:47:43,354 --> 00:47:44,926
protect men in powerful positions in their
1011
00:47:44,926 --> 00:47:46,002
jobs or entities that are long standing
1012
00:47:46,002 --> 00:47:47,426
whatever the expense of children little
1013
00:47:47,426 --> 00:47:49,906
girls who are getting abused by a to in a
1014
00:47:49,906 --> 00:47:53,186
church that are just trying to not only
1015
00:47:53,186 --> 00:47:56,486
say that person deserves justice this
1016
00:47:56,486 --> 00:48:00,534
child who is now grown and able to speak
1017
00:48:00,534 --> 00:48:02,966
for themselves but also that that would
1018
00:48:02,966 --> 00:48:06,498
happen to no one else Because we are
1019
00:48:06,498 --> 00:48:09,638
showing that we have a no tolerance policy
1020
00:48:09,638 --> 00:48:13,002
of abuse in our churches And this is just
1021
00:48:13,002 --> 00:48:14,566
what we're asking you to consider.And
1022
00:48:14,566 --> 00:48:16,694
Johnna is specifically asking people to
1023
00:48:16,694 --> 00:48:18,906
consider at that looks like to be involved
1024
00:48:18,906 --> 00:48:20,378
in the defund the SBC movement And then
1025
00:48:20,378 --> 00:48:23,102
there are also other ways to get know By
1026
00:48:23,102 --> 00:48:27,070
sending letters emails making phone calls
1027
00:48:27,070 --> 00:48:28,574
asking to speak with leaders in this
1028
00:48:28,574 --> 00:48:30,334
denomination who are making policies And
1029
00:48:30,334 --> 00:48:32,046
then just to read up and listen to the
1030
00:48:32,046 --> 00:48:33,518
abuse survivors themselves and to center
1031
00:48:33,518 --> 00:48:35,738
them I would say is really important
1032
00:48:35,738 --> 00:48:37,758
Follow people on Twitter or on their
1033
00:48:37,758 --> 00:48:39,634
social media or people that are writing
1034
00:48:39,634 --> 00:48:43,122
articles in baptist press and different
1035
00:48:43,122 --> 00:48:44,338
things about their own abuse and follow
1036
00:48:44,338 --> 00:48:46,422
the abuse survivors and the stories that
1037
00:48:46,422 --> 00:48:47,414
they're sharing themselves.So you're going
1038
00:48:47,414 --> 00:48:51,714
straight to the original firsthand source
1039
00:48:51,714 --> 00:48:55,494
the original source to find out what
1040
00:48:55,494 --> 00:48:59,030
happened And I in that when you hear the
1041
00:48:59,030 --> 00:49:01,530
stories this is why Johnna and I believe
1042
00:49:01,530 --> 00:49:03,418
so strongly that stories matter Then
1043
00:49:03,418 --> 00:49:04,906
you'll understand why this matters that
1044
00:49:04,906 --> 00:49:08,266
you wouldn't want this to happen to anyone
1045
00:49:08,266 --> 00:49:09,898
else So I encourage you to follow the
1046
00:49:09,898 --> 00:49:12,362
abuse survivors in the SBC that are out
1047
00:49:12,362 --> 00:49:14,062
there sharing their stories In the
1048
00:49:14,062 --> 00:49:17,182
meantime I know many of you are end of the
1049
00:49:17,182 --> 00:49:18,346
year making New Year's
1050
00:49:18,346 --> 00:49:21,514
resolutions.Wouldn't it be great to have a
1051
00:49:21,514 --> 00:49:23,646
New Year's resolution that you were going
1052
00:49:23,646 --> 00:49:25,274
to actually do justice this next year love
1053
00:49:25,274 --> 00:49:26,866
mercy and walk humbly with God and make
1054
00:49:26,866 --> 00:49:29,086
goals around those things and doing
1055
00:49:29,086 --> 00:49:31,426
justice I just think we could all do more
1056
00:49:31,426 --> 00:49:32,926
And it's not like anyone guilt trip but
1057
00:49:32,926 --> 00:49:35,378
it's like what's one thing you could do
1058
00:49:35,378 --> 00:49:37,182
next year to kind of move the needle
1059
00:49:37,182 --> 00:49:39,186
forward in your circle of influence
1060
00:49:39,186 --> 00:49:41,206
doesn't have to be big or small but just
1061
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to be involved to just not be passive
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about it It's not something that only
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church leaders and only denomination
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leaders are involved in Doing justice is
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part of what it means to follow God.And if
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you consider yourself a follower of God I
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would just invite you to consider what
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that looks like for you to do justice and
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your circle of influence and in your
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spaces that you call your home your
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denominational home your church home And
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if you'd like to talk more about that or
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if you want to share your ideas and tips
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of what you're doing we are going to be
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going are little bit deeper with Johnnana
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in a Patreon episode So if you have not
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joined our difference maker community
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that's where we go a little bit deeper
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with each of our guests So we have another
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exclusive interview with Johnnana where we
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go more in depth with her about some of
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the things she's experienced and what
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she's working on with advocacy So please
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join us there at ww dot patreon.com
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aworldofdifference.That's ww dot
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patreon.com aworldofdifference and join us
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there You can join for as little as 5 a
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month and you'll get exclusive episodes
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from many different guests There's have
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ton of content in there exclusively for
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you When you show up You could join for
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just one month and see how you like it or
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you can join for longer because it's hard
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to watch all of the content in one
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month.It's what lot of stuff and we keep
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adding more with each guest So we'd love
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to have you show up there and have
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conversations with us about how you're
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making a difference and we'd love for
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you'll to reach out about what kind of a
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difference you're hoping to make in the
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next year in you spaces where you live and
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work and play and have influence of any
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kind And whether you are a follower of God
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and you express that through Christianity
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or Judaism or Islam you consider yourself
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hindu or buddhist or an atheist you are
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welcome to join us in that space and add
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your perspective as well even
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conversations this very christian
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conversation around advocacy a spiritual
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abuse in the SBC Because just all the
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brains we could get a the table on this
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one and all the perspectives really matter
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and they really make and difference And
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they help us see because we know that
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spiritual abuse happens in all different
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religious spaces.And even from those of
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you who are atheists we would love
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yourself perspective on what that looks
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like from your point of view us all of
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your points of view are places where I
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learn and spaces where I learn And I
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really enjoy in you here So as we end out
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this year I just want to say thank you to
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all the listeners who've been so
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incredible and making such a difference
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around the world So I hope you take some
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space to just kind of think through this
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year What do you want to stop What do you
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want to start What do you want to keep
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doing And I'd love to hear more about that
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So find me on Twitter at Loriadbr and let
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me know Or if you want to find me on
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threads at Lori Adams Brown.Yeah just
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reach out to me there I'd love to hear
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kind of what you're doing in the end of
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the a difference taking time to reflect if
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you're taking take retreat how that looks
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for you And in the meantime take care of
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yourself and please keep making a
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difference wherever you are close
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